lessons still learning

So I have had a rough first start of school, I have had paperwork after paperwork due and no printer to print and no money to get a new one. In order for me to do my work I would leave for school hours prior to class actually starting to get my work done. ( point one, HUGE guilt for not being with my family) I had four tests in the first four weeks, (point two STRESS) Than I had two assignments handed back to me to be redone when no other student did, ( Point three feeling really stupid) Than Sam was not really speaking to me, it was like we were passing each other and not communicating, I was soo preoccupied with school that I never saw he was getting his feelings hurt(point four GUILT again) Than our landlord comes to me this last week and tells me he is claiming bankruptcy and needs us out by NOV 1.( point five...can you say GUILT for having to move the girls again, and STRESS... for really I have to pack and be out in 5 weeks???) Well.. during this time I have never cried more in my life.. I cry at school, at clinicals, at study groups, and funny thing is I avoid it at home. In this last month my lesson I have learned is how many people care about me and my family..man we are so freakin blessed to how many people actually CARE.. sometimes when you feel soo alone, God sends ten people to say YOU ARE NOT ALONE!....I am a very strong person, I hate to be the victim, but in this last month I was so open to let people take care of me and my well being. In the end I know I and my family will be ok....HAKUNA MATATA!~~~~~~